Think, Christy! Think!

We all have something we would love to open up. It's probably something good and enlightening, or a past that we feel constricted to even mention a snippet of it. Everyone takes a different length of time to warm up, go through catharsis and disclose their subject. I am revealing this to a part of the Internet, but, I have yet to tell my own family members about my problem. I learnt about body dysmorphia disorder after I had written this entry. I didn't even know what to label it at that time. I was 16 then, I am turning 18 now. I was 14 when it all started.  Many people on the Internet have been disclosing this topic pretty recently, it made me happy. It's always a relief to know that you can relate to someone. But, the rise and fame of the subject created more controversies and doubts from others. So, for a long time, I said nothing about my issue, as I avoided being called an 'attention-seeker' by people. That was such a stupid thought. I feel awfully ...

Hello! I originally wanted to post another deep and heavy context blog today, but I cut off the plan as I needed some sort of cheeriness here. Things just doesn't seem too good for me these couple of days, and I wanted to lighten my mood up and hopefully brighten you with this post as well. So, here are all the stuff that I am enjoying at the moment. - Favourite Youtubers I am a Youtube-watcher FREAK. I watch Youtube videos 80% of my day, and have been doing that since I was fourteen. That's a good four years there. The list of my favourite Youtubers (let's be frank, I can't possibly pick my ALL TIME favourite one) changes all the time, but with that being said, these are the people whom I have been utterly obsessing over their contents at the moment.  Lilsimsie - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_TYFButglZuuDbD-0Q_IzQ            The Sims 4 is definitely one of my favourite games, and it just so happens that The Sims community on Youtube is f...

8/1/2018 Read the first part here -  https://thinkchristythink.blogspot.my/2017/12/a-review-on-only-4-ingredients-to-grow.html?showComment=1515468668751&m=1#c5038369193174517486 Can't believe a month has passed since I posted the first review.  Let me just be honest - In this past month, I haven't been consistent on drinking the solution, and I'm gonna tell you why.  Firstly, I know I said that the salty taste didn't bother me previously. Well, the saltiness got me eventually. Unless I was willing to handle the dryness in my mouth for the rest of that day, I would drink it two times a day, just like how I planned to. Secondly, stool problems. Holy crap. I should have taken the statement from the person on glowing.com a little more stronger than just a warning. For the first two weeks, I've been drinking it religiously, resulting in a really really REALLY bad constipation (Oh, the things I say on the Internet). It does make sense, as I don't think s...

This moment for me is like any other moments when your mind decides to surge in all the tasks you have done for the past few weeks, and you can't help but feel a little something-something, and somewhere within you is itching to write it all down, even though, most times no words can describe that silent emotion. I guess this is me after a work day - all pooped out from socializing, regardless on how 'embarrassing' or 'smooth' the interactions were -, my mind settles into a foreign calm zone. Oh yeah, this hasn't changed and it's been more than a year. Telemarketing is.. okay. I don't hate it, but it's not something I would consider doing for a long-term. It's draining, mentally. In that cold air tight room and all I do is sit on the office chair and dial numbers, well, only if I'm productive. The response that clip out from every customer's lips does get repetitive. The ones that stood out clearly to me, are the ones that either hurt...